Monday, January 18, 2010

HOW TO SPEND A MONTH DOING NOTHING

This may be a little odd for all people who's say to be doing nothing. But this post truly defines the true meaning of doing nothing.
Lets say you are in a holiday for a month. what do u do a most, Some of geeks do projects, some of medium geeks do readings, non geeks move out and have fun! So who spends a month doing nothing! It's not easy doing nothing as some ppl say. Like they say what's the thing in doing nothing, we just have to do nothing.!
That may be easy to hear, then try doing it if u can! people are programed to do a specific task even in their free time, which i call holiday programming. Like i said above some ppl do different thing depending on their geek level.
To go deep on this holiday programming thing is, the physic of the normal human mind is said to send information in a particular light speed even if u do nothing, example watching TV , reading book, hearing music, or enjoying a sun down/ sun rise a luxury spa hotel in the mountain, is also considered as doing something! so when u think the speed increases and ideas come! i.e training u r mind as some of the professors say!
Now back to the topic, to spend a month without doing nothing, like i mentioned above doing things like watching t.v, reading books is strictly forbidden. So what do u expect me to do? you say...??? like i said doing nothing is not soo easy like they say many monks tried and failed to do nothing !! like the guru i don't remember once said u don't have to do anything to get something!
Now i now not doing anything is how much trouble it's more trouble then doing something!!
Now for all those who taught that i would wright that watching t.v and sleeping is my definition of doing nothing, then this paragraph, it's for those ppl.!! First thing get up in the morning at 11 have breakfast/lunch at 12. sleep/ watch matniee show in the afternoon have dinner at 8, watch night show till 12 and get up late at 11 in the mornig is not a way of doing nothing! be glad that i said. Becoz people's mind incecept the message in form of sceans in the movies and stores, thats why people talk about that after they come back to school, that show that they've given work to their mind by watching t.v. I consider them the t.v geeks...!!
Now i'm not going to add some more religious thing like the guru and meditation stuff, i'll add tat stuff in my other blog(if i still have the mind)...!!!
Now back to the topic, i'll tell u a series of steps to do nothing for a month,
1>forget about past and never think of the future, live in the gift called present. past is for historians , future is for scientists, always know this.(important)
2>If u are good at doing the first step, the second's pretty easy the second is never think of the first step or any other step and do what comes in the mind or i suggest doing what not comes in u r mind.
The second step clearly says every time u think of the first step, it's defined as thinking, and thinking is not allowed in this, thining is for the geeks, in holidays you should not think.
3> The third step is the most simplest step and and extention of the 2nd step, which says do nothing, even if u do something do it spontaniously, never think about it!!
I say not doing anything is pretty difficult even if u r a mastary in the 1st and 2nd step, so i suggest doing spontaniously, which saves lots of explanations, i say!!
Now that you know the three steps of doing nothing, most of you will start thinking, what it is written is true, does it mean something or otherwise, all of those you have failed the first step of doing nothing you don't deserve the honor of the otherwise. And for the people who decides to go with otherwise to not think, have also failed!!
And for all those execptional persons, you r unfit to read any of my blogs, to be a citizen of your country or things,.. you know...
The one thing i like to conclude is that, i'm gladely thank you for reading the above peice of crap, which u'll or already realised that,.. anyway ... good luck in life.. and do nothing if not possible to do anything, atleast u'll end up being a monk...^_^. :).. :)

Friday, January 15, 2010

PHOENIX IN 15 DAYS

Hey guys.. Even if this says phoenix and all this blog is only about me in a generalize manner and stuff tats it..k..
Let me say my present status first- I'm in my(going to) 6th semester, and already have 2backs(previous yr) and expecting 3 more. According to my university rules a person is not allowed to have any backs of previous yr and not more than 4 backs of the immediate previous yr to move to next yr.And i've the 6th sem subjects to study too (i.e 6+5 sub+2labs). So basically i'm in ashes of flames and i've no where to run to. But there's a brighter side , I've still got 15 days of my holidays before i go to my 6th sem. This got me thinking, and everyone who's in my shoes will be thinking tat i can finish study of all my back sub in holidays and go afresh to 6th sem. tats Wat i taught too, until i realize, it's thought to read in holidays than in actual college days!! and got me thinking of some philosophy kind of stuff... this is all my blogs about.
Everybody who've tried rock climbing, trekking and ladder climbing(very big one) would know( if observed) what keeps us going is the sight of our goal. But when our goal is too big and with little changes in time tats enough to put u r eyes off u r goal and make u think of alternatives in simple words giving up.
I've always been a boy/man of keeping my options open,tat kinda makes some people think of me as a dork. But tats who i am. The point is when thinks keeps on going without any signs of changes to excite u,even if it is progress, it really puts a tough time onn u r spirit and makes you to think otherwise.
At the moment i feel like a phoenix bird in ashes, because i've got nothing to loose than my life, and I'm as low as i can get in my life.!!and I've no where to go but to rise up. And hoping in my life the saying-"what goes up must come down" and in a wheel "What comes down must come up"...!!!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

my life:1-HURT DUE TO FEELING

name's niyan. today's topic is: feeling_hurt

It hurt to feel, but hurt is also a feel. but nothing hurts like a friend ignoring u. you'll only know when u feel it. it hurts more if tat friend is u r love. i use the term love for a lover....
[pls don't misunderstand when i say "u r love deeply loves u"... it only means that your lover deeply loves you]. Hurt is directly proportional to the feeling/caring for tat person.
Don't believe.. try it.
The hurts when a best friend ignores you is more than a unknown person ignoring or when the person u just meet ignores you. It hurts u more if u r love ignores you than your best friend.... try it sometime it's all from my soul, every word of it is....
Other forms of hurts. jealousy disappointment is another form of hurt . The feel that you get if your best friend is in favor of other is called jealousy hurt. this hurt is commonly seen in love. This hurt mostly result is violence. Be careful to watch out for this kind of feeling....
Another form of hurt is Betrayal form of hurt . this will also end in violence depending on the intensity of the feel. for example if a friend betray u, what will u do, and if u r love betrays u, wat will u do... the mere sentence of betrayal gives u hurt and feeling of anger and fear. Here betrayal hurt is directly proportional to the trust.
Some times it doesn't hurt at all if u r beaten up tied to a poal. But it hurts if u r love, friend or one who u care for is done the same. this scenario is used in most films, you've seen it also. this hurt is called the physical-mental hurt of the loved ones. I don't think i need to explain this form of hurt at all... if u want more explanation just try a movie which involves drama.
There's another form of hurt, which is mostly mistaken with good feeling,... the hurt of sacrifice... it hurts a lot to let go of something u love to someone who wants it more than u. U may call me self centered or anything u like , but it really hurt to sacrifice something u love for someone else.... As i said earlier it's commonly mistaken as pleasure /good feeling of seeing others happy.....this hurt is mostly followed with jealousy,insecurity,and sometimes hatred.

Have i mentioned that feeling don't come alone, they come in heard.... Don't believe me, just try to classify pure happiness. Happiness always comes with satisfaction( satisfaction is also a feeling). sadness mostly comes with anger, dissatisfaction, mostly frustration and anger. similarly all not almost, all emotions/ feeling come in heard never alone....
So when u say u r totally happy, u really not happy, u r satisfied an feel good./.


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